Mother of Two

In just 3 weeks I will be the mother of two. I am very excited to welcome our baby boy into this world, but I will admit that there is a part of me that is sad. I am sad that it won't just be my sweet Elsie and me any longer. I became a mom thanks to her, and I feel like she has completely changed me and my world. I worry that our relationship will never be the same. I worry about her. I worry about me.



I broke down in tears the other day thinking about "replacing" my little girl. However, I know this isn't the case. We are all just "scooting over" so that another wonderful person can join our family. There will be changes and adjustments will have to be made, but soon it will all become the new normal.

I am so grateful for Elsie and all that she has taught me. I am truly a better person because of her. She has taught me to love more fiercely and unconditionally than I ever thought possible. She has taught me to be more selfless. She has taught me to slow down and enjoy the little things in life. She brings joy into our home and into my heart. Clint and I often find ourselves just staring at her in awe, and wondering how we could have ever been involved in something so great.

Easter was a great sabbath day spent together. I felt so grateful for my little family, and for baby boy on the way.  I felt especially grateful for the knowledge that my Savior lives, and that through him, my family will be together forever. There is nothing sweeter.

Here we are sporting our Easter dresses, and celebrating our Savior's love and life--celebrating our love and life too.

Photo cred goes to my handsome husband. :)

And, for the record, I am extremely excited for baby #2--don't get me wrong! 3 more weeks people!